If i am walking freely, with no heavy load, it is because i have chosen or decided to do so, and have diligently dealt with the hindrances to walking freely.
If i am walking with a heavy load, it is because i have chosen or decided to do so, and have allowed the hindrances to walking freely run rampant in my life.
The heavy load is like a vampire standing at my door. If i do not allow it in, it cannot come in and cause havoc. If i give it entrance, it will run rampant in my life. But many of these troubles came into being before I was old enough to understand what was happening.
As we all have issues which have built up in our lives since we were too young to remember, these issues build and become hindrances to living a satisfied and energy filled life.
These issues must be diligently accepted one by one, and the issues laid down. Then a life of walking freely begins shows its face…. as it has always been there from the beginning…. but was obstructed by the hindrances and issues which were allowed to be there.
Why is it i, and not someone else who can bring this about? It is the case, because i made the mess, and it is only i who can clean it up….. in league with my inner guide.
Reality is Dharma 